Do you ever feel like you deprive yourself of pleasure?

Or deny yourself pleasure as punishment?

Or because you don’t feel worthy of it?

Or because it makes you feel guilty and ashamed?

Or do you tend to swing to the other side of the pendulum and overindulge in pleasure until it becomes toxic in some way?

Maybe, like me, you even oscillate between the two.

For years I would deprive and deny my inner pleasure hedonist…the greedy pleasure whore within me…

Like overworking, choosing work over pleasure and play, eating foods that weren’t pleasurable, trying to be perfect, etc.

And then I’d swing over into overindulgence. I’d feel lazy, bad, greedy, selfish, spoiled and wrong for any pleasure.

I’d lie around for hours doing my sexual healing and self pleasure practices, drinking sexy lucid dream teas asking myself, “where the hell are all of the clients?? Why aren’t they banging down my door to throw their money at me?”

That always makes me laugh thinking about, by the way. How cute was I?? Thinking I didn’t need to do a damn thing to get clients.

It was either have the pleasure now and beat myself up for it, feeling guilty and bad the whole time so I didn’t even fully enjoy it or I was choosing ridiculously long hours in my business, denying any pleasure in the process (yet feeling dry, turned off and resentful.)

I have the hottest antidote to this dilemma!

Listen to the latest episode below for more more more…you secret greedy pleasure whore.

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This podcast is explicit and NSFW so make sure to put on headphones or do what you need to do to listen with pleasure, comfort and safety.

Thanks for listening and enjoy, lover…

New 7-Day Livestream Party: 7 Sinful Secrets of a Pleasure Hedonist

Want to know a secret?

I get off on bringing the most extravagant, exquisite pleasure into my day.

Connecting to to my pleasure and Eros is one of my top values for both life and business.

Was it always like this? Nope.

There were periods of my life where I starved and deprived myself of pleasure.

Literally.

I didn’t eat a single thing solely for pleasure for an entire year and a half in my early 20s.

There were periods where I was afraid that if I had even one ounce of pleasure my inner hedonist would unleash and take over like a ravenous beast.

Like I’d get lost in pleasure and never find my way back to the real world.

Like when I first started my business and would lie around for hours self pleasuring, drinking lucid dream teas I made of valerian, rose and damiana and wondering where the hell the clients all were? Haha

Why weren’t they banging down my door and throwing their money at me??!!

This happens now because I have alllll the pleasure AND I take the actions I need to take to get shit done — also with as much pleasure as possible.

My Eros guides me. My hedonistic nature has a place now except it works FOR me and not against me.

I’ll teach you how to be an absolute pleasure hedonist slut (in the best way possible), follow your Eros and bring pleasure into your life in an orgasmic yet efficient way.

Because yes I want you to have what you want AND with allll the pleasure but to do it with more ease, efficiency and simplicity.

So you’re not lounging around in the pleasure yet being deprived of what you really want.

Longing yet never having.

We’re gonna flip that story on its head and give it a spank on the ass!

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Your inner hedonist will love what I have coming over the next 7 days.

7 days of indulging in the “sinful” nature of your pleasure hedonist so you can get what you want, be magnetic as fuck and orgasmically enjoy the whole journey.

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Come & play with me on Instagram (@amberleitz) for more erotic musings & seductive shares!

x

Amber