Over the years I’ve been learning what it means to remember and come home to my erotic self. Through this journey I’ve committed myself to a lot of different embodiment practices like breathwork, erotic dance, sensual movement and devotional rituals.
Which leads me to this space of erotic expression that’s been craving to come out for some time now.
I have something new gestating inside of my creative womb…alongside my baby. It’s the first offering that I’m creating that feels pretty fucking scary to put out there.
For my entire life I’ve longed for something deeper when it comes to my sexuality AND my spiritual practice. A sacred space where eroticism and spirituality can co-exist through devotional rituals.
Over the past couple of years I’ve been slowly shedding the layers of shame and fear around my eroticism. It’s become my daily devotion. My daily practice. My spiritual practice. And to me, spirituality isn’t all “love and light.”
My philosophy is that spirituality is EVERYTHING that life includes. That includes the dirty, raw bits (like sexuality and eroticism) that most spiritual teachers and leaders say A) are not spiritual and B) something we should evolve beyond and transcend in order to attain enlightenment.
Well, for me enlightenment means bringing light to those dark unconscious places with love, devotion and full acceptance. It just so happens that our sexuality is often the most feared and shamed part of us.
I’m working on something that helps women remember and come home to their erotic nature. To merge their humanity AND their divinity through the erotic and their sensuality. Through pleasure, pussy and prayer that is devoted to being fully human and fully divine.
It starts with a video that I created showing you a seductive glimpse into what my devotional erotic ritual and embodiment practice typically includes. This is an expression of my own erotic self and it feels a little vulnerable to share it.
I hope you enjoy it. And yes, I filmed it at 33 weeks pregnant! Being pregnant has only amplified my sexual energy and creative expression…
Are you craving more when it comes to your sexuality and spirituality? Do you want to finally come home to your erotic nature?
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This is an erotic embodiment practice that combines breathwork, sensual movement, erotic dance and devotional ritual.
You’ll receive a 30-minuted guided audio erotic embodiment ritual and a video introducing you to the practice of devotional erotic rituals.
This creation is a little different than what I usually put out there. Although I share tons of erotic dance and ritual videos on my Instagram, this feels a little more personal.
And I’ll be completely transparent…I feel really raw showing you this video and offering this free practice.
This is a raw expression of my erotic, creative energy. I literally had to make it.
This is what happens when you become really in tune with your own erotic nature and energy. Things will start to move through you…like you’re a divine, erotic channel and all you can do is let it move through you. Even if it scares the hell out of you.
This is something that goes much deeper and brings a whole new depth of devotion, expression and eroticism to my work.
While all of my work is meaningful to me, this has a deeper sense to it. I think because I know how powerful it is not only for me to embody and practice myself, but to teach, share and offer to other women who may be looking for this very thing in their lives.
When something means this much to you…and is literally created from your body, heart and soul…it can feel intense in many ways when it comes to putting it out there.
I’ve been looking at why I’m really afraid of showing this to you and it boils down to a few things, which I’m summing up as my whore and witch wounds.
I’m afraid of being shamed (although really the only person who can shame me is myself so this shows me that I have some more shadow work, healing and self-acceptance to work on)…
I’m afraid of being burned at the stake for showing my erotic expression in this way — especially while being 33 weeks pregnant…
I’m afraid of being rejected, ridiculed or cast out of society…and that I won’t belong anymore…
It’s interesting how ancient this stuff feels. Lifetimes old.
I’ve heard it said a few times (I can’t remember by who) that the only difference between feeling fear/anxiety and excitement is our breath. So I’m breathing deeply and allowing it to flow into excitement.
Make sure to access your Devotional Erotic Ritual here!
All my love,
Amber
That is how all women should be feel! Erotic and sensual. Not aftaid of that nature. We should always have that flow of life energy in is! Sad society shames such a beautiful beign that is a woman. We should be celebrated! Congratulations on your baby! And thank you for your bravery in beign the voice for such a repressed subject and people!
Thank you for sharing your words and appreciation, Cathy! I agree — we should always have that flow of energy inside of us. That’s why I’ve made it my personal practice and journey to keep showing up and doing the work on myself while inviting and supporting others to do the same.
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Amber
Amber you are an amazing teacher and role model to us all over the world. In many different cultures including Old Testament Judaism women have danced with sinuous movements and in spirals in sympathy with the the creative spirit deep inside them. This is totally intuitive. Unfortunately firstly the Greek thinkers divided body and soul and decided the immortal soul was masculine whereas the mortal body was feminine. The Louis 15 got a thrill from seeing births. If women lay on their back with legs wide apart he got a really good view. He didn’t even have to stand up. The poor woman had a much slower birth. She couldn’t move. There was bright lights and the royal doctors chased off the wise midwives and doulas. So, Go Amber. You rock. May you direct your own birth but in the knowledge that you call on the specialist if either you or baby’s life is at risk. 🌿💕🌹🌷❤️
Thank you for sharing your knowledge, Minna. It’s such a shame that those things happened to create a split inside of our sexuality and intuition. All the more reason to keep doing the work and expressing! <3
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Amber
Beautiful and authentic, thank you for sharing this Amber <3
Sandra,
Thank you for commenting and sharing your thoughts. <3
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Amber